p; BeforeIwenttobed，Itookthevideoofmydaughteranddaughterinlaw.Icalledherforthesecondtime.Sheansweredthephoneoutsideinherdownjacket.Whereareyou?Iaskedinabadtone?
Shedidn'tanswermyquestion，butshehadafightwithherdaughter.DidDudumisshermother?Theexpressionofgrievanceonthedaughter'sface，mom，whenwillyoucomeback?MyfatherandImissyou.Mydaughterspeciallypulledmeouttocarrythepot.
Momwillbebackinaweek.I'llblowitupassoonasIhearit.Won'titcomebackinthreedays?Haven'talltheticketsbeenreserved?Youdon'twanttoplayathome，doyou?Howmanytimesdidyoucalllastnight?Whydidn'tyouanswerit?
Youhavetocallbackevenlater.Whatareyoudoingoutside?
Mydaughter'seyesturnedredwhenIexploded.Ipulledmysleeveandtoldmetocalmdown.Istoodupandtookthephoneoutofmydaughter'sroom.
Gobacktoyourbedroom，WeiHua，doyouhavesomethingtohidefromme?I'llgoouttoattendastudentuniontour.Youdon'tevenknowwheretoopenthedoorofyourhome?Iaskedheroutloud.
Don'tyouhavetogotowork?Duduhasaparents'meetingonWednesday.Didn'tyouhaveanappointmentwiththeteachertodiscussthewintervacationbookclub?
Doyoucareaboutyourhomeandchildren?Iputafireonmymobilephone.Ihavealreadysaidhellotothepersonnelandchangedtheticket.
WeiHua，youhavealreadyarrangedtoinformus，right?Idon'tcarehowyoureason，youmustcomebackaccordingtotheplan，otherwisedon'tcomeback.Ihungupthephone，gasped，andturnedtoseemydaughterstandingatthedoorwithredeyes.
Iforcedtobearmyangerandwenttopickupmydaughter，Duduyourmotherdidnotwantus，Iknowthisisnotgoodtosaytothechild，buttheangerinmyheartcannotbetolerated.
Duduputhisarmsaroundmyneckandhisfacewasclosetomyforehead.Myparentswouldn'twantus.Ifshehadsomethingonherside，don'tbeangrywithher.Doodlesaid，sobbingtearsalongmyforeheadandleftitonhismouth.
Ilovetoholdmydaughtercloser，putheronthebed，Iandshelyingonherlittlebed，Duducuddleme，mumblingdaddon'tgetangry，slowlyfellasleepwithtears.
Lookingatherface，Ifeltmoredistressed.IwasmoreupsetwhenWeiHuadidn'tgohomefornoreason.
Whethersheischeating，Iguessinmyheart，ifitisnotbecauseofmydaughter，IwillgodirectlytoHarbintofindher.
Mydaughterwantshermother，butshedoesn'twantmetoquarrelwithhermother，soshecomfortsmewisely.Myfatherstillneedsherdaughtertoenlightenme
Formydaughter，Islowlycalmdowntheangerinmyheart.NomatterwhatWeiHuaisdoing，shewillcomebackafterall，soIwillwaitforhertocomebackandfindout.
WeiHuaandIhavelivedanordinaryandlightlifetheseyears.Fromlovetonow，althoughthereisnogreatlove，thereisalsoasmallbridgeandflowingwater，withharmonyinpeace.
Iturnedoffthelightinmydaughter'sbedroomandkissedhertearfulfacebacktobed.
Thisthorseoneday，allthesethings，oneselfghostbody?Ifeltbreathless，putonmyclothes，gentlyopenedthedoorandwentout.
Atnight，thewindismuchsmaller，butthetemperatureisstillmorethan30degreesbelowzero.Thefreezingtemperaturemakespeoplefeellikeinthefreezer.Iwalkonthesidewalkofthecommunity，andtherearenopeopleontheroad.
Underthestreetlamp，thebranchesbesidearecoveredwithfrost，andthesoundofcrunchingandtramplingonthesnowunderthefeet，thestarsintheskyaredenselikesesameonsesamecake，andthebreatharoundthemouthturnsintowhitefogoutside.
Inthispieceofheavenandearth，Istandunderthenightsky.Idon'tknowwhoelsedoesn'tsleeplikeme，butit'sdifferenttimezonesandplaces
Wastossingandturninginbedunabletosleep，torecallthebookatthebeginningthatsoundslikethechuangtzu'sdreamhadadream，thereisnobelow.
Ialarm，valiumturnedupandtookoutapieceof，thinkbreakinhalf，thenbreakofhalfateaquarterslice，liedownandlookedattheceiling，thethoughtsstillfriends，dimlyheardsomeonecallinghimself，vigorously...
Lookedatmyheartahappyaround，Iwaslyinginbed，hearingvoices?
Ihearawoman'svoice，strong...
I'mhappygiveearrecognition，kiddo，that'sright，kiddo，kiddotoseekme，kiddoislookingforme，Ihappysatupfromthebed...
Rightah，howdoIinthebedroom，alsovigorously，soundmoreclear，kiddocancometomyspace?
Icarefullytoidentifythedirectionofthesound，theheartjumpquicklywithexcitement，feelhotfaceup.
Itrytocalmyourselfdown，kiddowhereareyou，Iwhisperedtoasked，voicecontinuedtocall，butdidnotanswerme.
Doesitsoundisaonewaytransmission，Icanhearthesoundofakiddo，shecouldn'thearthevoiceofmyhere，Iresistedtheexcitementandanxiety，laybackinbed，palmsandforeheadsweatingallover.
Closeyoureyes，feelingandclearsomevoice，Iunderstand.
Vigorously...
YesI'minbed...
ButitisnotIthebedofthebedroom，kiddoafaceofconcernoflookedatme，happyatthehandofthekiddo，eldersister，eyesred.
Feelthetemperatureofkiddohand，oneselfreallycameback.
Youcomebacktome，holdingjoysaid.
Isnotright，isthatcrazybodydisease，Ifoundyourhandstopulltothesidedozendogstick，aZongYue...
Ah?
Nomatterhefirst，anyway...
Lookaroundthisisisawoodenhouse，notthestyleofthebuildingsintown，likeafarmhouse.
Kiddosetabowl，andcookporridgeinside，youmustbehungry，comebackfromoutsidehaven'teatenanythinguptonow.
Tookthebowlfirstbiteporridgefromslidingdownthethroat，warmandwithricefragrance，thisdreamcantastethefoodtaste?
Andateafewbites，sisterandgreydogstillthere?
He'safraidyoustayputindanger，socarrying，catchupwithus，youhavehimasyoudidgetamuletsandwemeetatthegateofthecity.
HecomebackIdozenchills，hisastenchandfaceabscess，andproneonthegroundhasbeenvomitaeggs，don'ttakemeinfection.
Thedogisstillthere，farwithyoualso.
Vigorously，nowpeopledonothaveenoughtoeat，howmanypeoplestarvedtodeath?
Wolf，Iwondered，isit?
Oh，wearenow?
...
Idon'thavethememory?
ItookmyfamilytofindKoreangeneralnow，wheretofind?
Mother?
Kiddoknockedatmyhead，homingpigeonscanflytotheplacehesetout，themotherwhogiveinwriting，kiddomadealookatthedoorofhereye，Itookalookthatcrazybodydisease，thebodystillfeelveryGeYing.
WhenIputthebowlofporridge，eat，thebodyfeelingalsohavethestrength，grabbedhissticktothedoor，kiddohappypattedmeontheback，toseemom，firstwellIpromisetowalkout.
Kiddo，Iturnedtosecretlywithfingerpointedtothedoorofthecrazybodydisease，crowdedacrowdedeyesthatmeanstogetgo，forherememberedhisspittingeverywhereyuanxiaoeggsisreally...
Kiddoshookhishead，staredmyoneeye，nomatterhowishebackyoucomeback，memberkindwillalso，andhedidnoteatfood，yougogetsomewaterforhim，thengetsomelivingcreature.
Ah...
Kiddoinmouthsaidtome“mouse“...
Myeyeswillpopout，thinkingofhismouth，underafullfaceofabscesswithopenswallowedamouse，themouse'stailwasinhismouthjitter，heXiLiueatintohisstomach，oh，Ijusteatintoporridgealmostdidn'tspititout.
Waitingforyou，kiddosaidwentout，andsoontookahandfulofcornandasieve，doyouknowhowtodo.
IbelievethatInowfacehasbecomeawetweekend，settrapstocatchrats，kiddobadtastenodded，aYanghandputthethingsandhandedittome.
OutofthedoorcameamidstthegreatauntChenisgrindingcorn，cornflourtomakeporridgewithsweetpotatoandvegetablesarealsoverygood.
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