edoorstraightaloudlaughter，turnedtolookseemomlookedathimwithstandinfrontoftheforkwearawaist.
Fatherinonehandandafeedtheducksinthebasin，withabrokenbroominonehandandfootintheduckexcrementafaceoffearfulfacesgetcaught.
Originallyafterdadisoldmamacontroltheeconomiclifeline，hewithcoarsegrainsintheduckeggsinthehome，mymotherletthefrontyardoftheneighboroftheChenfamilyhelptolayeggs，duckwasreallywithfivenewchickshatchedinaduck，regardlessoftheirmotherduck，forciblytookthelittleduck.
Totramplebetteremptywarehousebefore，fortheyhavebuiltasimpleduck，stealfromhomeontheduckwiththeleftoverfoodtofeedthepoor.
Threerightnowofcourse，thetwoshouldbestarvedtodeath.
Dadsaid，sickeconomyisdifficult，thecolleagueborrowedalotofmoneytoseeadoctor，nowthecolleaguesbecauseoverworkedandpressurealsofellill，hewanttoraiseafewduckstotheirhomebraisedducksouptomend.
Momlistenedtoandlookedathim，againspiritagainfunny，fromtheyardoutsidebrokeoffawillowbranch，letdadstandingtoonesideandtoldhimthatafewducksagainsokeeponestimateswillnotstarvetodeathbyweaselsdiaoaway.
Tobringbacktheduck，raisedthesendtotwoonlyone，afterall，isnotalwayseatthebreadwhichIkeepsuchaloss.
Thisjustrelieved，olddaddy'sintellectandpersonalityinthecountyhasalotofwordofmouth，andthenwenttocommunitycollege，Iwasninewhenmymomandmygrandfathersaiddadiswhich，organizationdepartmenthaveconversation.
Butdadwascheckedwithmajor，intheNewYear'seve，dadwasmissing.
Seepeopledieseeresin，asaresultofwidowsandorphanssufferingdaycome，howmuch?
FinallyIgrownup，allsaidthatthepoorchildrenhaveambition，butyouhavenomoney，nobackground，relativesarefaraway，youtakewhathaveambition，onourthehinterlandcouldn'treallyteachtheteacherscollegestudents(evenifmyexcuse!)
Readamedicalcollege，alsolikeoldmamawhenawhiteangel，mymotherisaphysician，Iamfinallybackfromthehospitaloutpatientserviceintheinpatientdepartmentofbonesurgerydoctor.
Butfatemorekickme，againbythedestinyplayedIstillmetawood，directorofsinceitisdifficulttoimagine，thewifeisthecounty'swatertechnician，IsuddenlyfoundthatIhowalsocan'trememberherappearanceandlifetogether.
Ihavea10yearolddaughter，alsocan'tremember!
Igoto...
Iwhathappened，Inowinthisplaceismydream，ormypast?
Inreallifereallythinkdonothavewhatmeaning，unitinsidesufferindignities，Iamalreadyamiddleageduncle，thislifetimedidn'talsodohaveambition.
Alwaysfeelsohelplesspainhaddone，andthereisonlyonemindanddaughterinlawraiseuptheirchildren，andIhopeshecanhealthy，findagoodjobtomeetanicemantoheragain，havingchildrenalso.
Myselfinanothertenyearsdonotmovetoadministrative，boneisaphysicalstrengthlive，catchabigsurgeryisoftensevenoreighthours，yourbodyareoknow，butmusthavea78ontheoperatingtablehadnotbeenthatlong.
Surgeonscharacteristicsofnatureisveryrigorous，bodynoworback，ortoturntoadministrative，finallyretiredforthegirlwithchild，donottakecaretohaveaheartattackorstrokedirectlygameover.
Inmylifesolistlesshelplesspainover...
Rightnow，butwhatisclearlytheodd，eveninhismiddleagetimeintosuchaplace，althoughIdon'tknowisadreamorlife，allinallisfunandexcitingthanhewasnowaday.
ThemostimportantthingisthatIknowIwasateenager，becauseonlytheappearanceofthelateteenskiddo，Icango，butnowIdon'tevenknowyourappearanceandageisdrunk.
Thesearenotimportant，nowIwasmoregold，butalsoaskill，thinkofthismomentthinkwhatisfullbloodresurrectionlife?
Atthemomentwhenthegatewasknockedopen，theyardwasfullofthesteaminghotairaftertheboilingofquicklimeandthepungentsmell.
Thosewhowanttorushintotheyard，chokedbythehoteyesteamandthepungentsmellofquicklime，arecrying，coughingandretreating.
Aman'svoicecamefromthedoor.Listen，wearecitydefenseforces.UnderthecommandofGeneralLi，weareheretoarrestHanYuwhoescaped.
EldersisterandIlookedateachotherandsawsurprisefromeachother'seyes.GeneralHanescapedinbattle?
Ifyouhandoverpeople，GeneralLiwillberewardedverymuch.
Weturnedtolookatmymother.Sheonlyshowedtwoeyesandshookherheadatus.
Therearealsoseveralfiguresonthewall.Itseemsthattheywanttoclimbtheladdertoclimboverthewall，buttheycan'topentheireyesbecauseofthesteam，andtheyarechokingonthewall.
Atthistime，mymotherraisedhervoiceandsaid，“gobackandtellyouGeneralLi，hehasbeeninthesamerobewithHanYuformanyyears，howcanhenotknowhisdignityasamanandasoldier?IfGeneralHanfailstoleave，therewillbeanothersecret.“.
Ourking'sfamilyhasnotbeeninvolvedinpoliticalaffairsforalongtime.Thereareonlyafeworphansandwidowsinthiscourtyard.HanYuisnotinthecourtyardoftheoldman.Ifyougoinsideagain，theoldmanwillgoouttoseewhowillbullytheking.
Iexchangedeyeswithmyeldersister.WeallknowthattheShangfangswordwastakenawaybythepeopleinthepalacewhenmyfatherquietlyresigned.ThereisnoShangfangsword.
However，whentheEmperorgavehisfatherShangfangasword，itwasknowntoallovertheworld.Mymotherbetthathewasaleaderofthesmalltowndefenseforces.Itwasimpossibletounderstandsuchasecretthing.
Asexpected，mymother'svoicewassilentoutsidethehospitalforalongtime.Assoonasthevoiceofthemanchanged，Mrs.Wangaskedmetoexcusemylifeanddisturbyourmansion.Isawthedoorthathadbeenknockedopenandthegatethathadbeencutofftwometersaway.Itwasreallydisturbing.Themanalsosaidthatthewholecitywasundersiege.Pleasedon'tgooutofthemansion.I'llreplytoGeneralLi.
Itworked.Iwavedthestickinmyhand.Wespentsomuchtimeinbattle.Mymothersentthecitydefensearmyawayinafewwords.Gingerwasstillhot.IknewthatIwouldnotfalldownthewatertank.Mymotherseemedtoknowmymind.Shesaidthatitwasdifficulttoprotectthesoldiersoutside.Iftheybrokein，ourfamilymightsufferfromtheplague.
Afterthequicklimetranspiration，wecanisolateandkillallthediseasegasnearby，andthentherewillbenopollutionwithinthreemetersinsideandoutsidethehospital.Ah，mom，thisistocreateasterileenvironment，whichisthesameprincipleasthephysicaldisinfectionoftheoperatingroombeforeouroperation.
Myconsciousnessreappearedinmymemory.
So，I'mfullyconvincedthatthisisnotthefirsttimeI'veappearedinthisenvironment，buthowlonghaveIbeenhereandwhatelsehaveIexperienced?Apartfromthismemory，themindisstillblank.
Allofasudden，Iwaspulledbacktothepresentbyanunpleasantsmell.Thefacefullofabscesseswasrightinfrontofme.Thefesteringplaceonthenoseoftheotherpartywasabouttorubagainstmyface!Iwipe
Ifeelaflowerinfrontofme，andmybodysubconsciouslyjumpsbackthreemeters.Whenthebodysoared，thestickinhishandstabbedthemanheavilyinhisstomach.Withacry，themanwasknockedtothegroundandcriedwithpaininhisstomach.
Thestickwasacrossmychest.Iglancedatthestick.Thebodywasalsoahandsomeyoungman.HowcouldIalwaysholdthesticklikeanoldman，andthebarkinthemiddlepartofthestickwasnotcleanedup.
It'snotalittlesectleaderofthebeggars'sect.Althoughwecan'tseefaces，wecan'thearvoicesandtheskinonourhands.Wedon'tlooktoobad.Althoughweliveintroubledtimes，webarelyliveintheworldanddon'tcaremuchaboutourlooks，butfromtheperspectiveofoutsidersTheeyesofoutsiders，ah
Isuddenlycaughtsomething，Icouldn'tseemyappearanceallthetime，thisbodyoftenignoredmyconsciousness，butIreallywanttoknowwhatkindofpersonIaminthisenvironment.
Besides，howcansomeonenotevenknowwhathelookslike.
ThenIcanseemyselfinotherpeople'seyes，socanmyfriend'seyesreflectmyappearance.
Infact，I'mjusttoocuriousaboutwhatIlooklike.IhopeI'mhandsomeinmymind.I'vebeenbusyforsuchalongtimeandhaven'thadtimetoseemyappearance.Infact，Ican'tseeit.Thisbodyhasn'tgivenmeachancetounderstandmyself.
IthinkImustlookforopportunitiestoseemyselfreflectedinotherpeople'seyeswhentalkingwithpeople.Evenifthebodydoesn'tcooperate，youshouldalwaystalkwithpeople.Theoldsister'smother'sfamilymustalwayscommunicate.
Theabscessmanonthegroundsuddenlyjumpedup，stretchedouthislongfingernailsandrushedover.IwasashortGod，andthenextoneswepthislegs.Themanfellonhismouthandchewedmud.Hestruggledtogetup.Suddenlyhemadeagrunt，andthenhefellonthegroundandvomited.
Fromhismouth，hespitsoutalotofwhitemeatballswithmucus，whichlookslikeLanternFestival.
Ilookedathisoperation，Ialmostvomited，andtheideaoflookingatmyselffromhiseyesdisappeared.
Iclearlyrealizedthatwhathewasspittingoutwastheeggsorbagsofparasites
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